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| My wings sprout claws. |
| 04.15.04 (10:14 am) [edit] |
Today is crazy. Everyone has been easygoing. I can see that I'm going crazy too. I'm stuck inside my own mental institution inside the cells of my brain. But its a good thing because the drama is just beginning to start! Life is beginning to pick up and catch flame. Praise God.
But anyway, I had fun at my party this weekend. It was a bit wild. And I had fun. I got a mannequin! omfg...YES! And a penis cake? I'll hand out pics later. Haha, it was great.
I love Star and Zora, they r0x0rz my b0x0rz. Yeah! They are also being humped by Greyson, the gay queer around the block. Except, he's recently moved in with the two former porn stars and former Girls Gone Wild girls.
Have you heard The Rasmus' - "In the Shadows"? Its a great song. You should d/l it before you die of a ,azzive heart attack.
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| I wish my wings would fly. |
| 04.14.04 (12:00 pm) [edit] |
You know what would be great, regarding to my last post?
If that someone would just call today and be like.." Hey, wanna go hang out?" and be serious about it. At least I'd have someone to talk to. He's the ONLY person I talk to without him arguing with me or trying to smother me with public displays of affection. But yeah...That would be cool if that could happen...Although, I dont think he wants to hang out anymore. Because I dont feel like getting online allll day today like everyday and just wasting my life away. I want to go have fun and see whats out there...I guess I'll never get to. Hopefully God will give me a chance to though because I havent seen Germany or the UK yet..Which would suck.
But anyway, The bell is about to ring so I must leave.
Bye all.
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| My wings are too weak for someone like me. |
| 04.14.04 (10:40 am) [edit] |
Today is going to blow..as usual. Someone isnt going to hang out with me because he doesnt like his feelings to be known and he doesnt care about his feelings anymore. Well, I do.
And I'm tired of having to get online to hang out with him. I wish he was just always there to make me laugh. Nobody makes me feel good like he does. I've been to 7th grade and back and still infactuated...
Talk to you kids later.
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| Haha, what a joke. |
| 04.13.04 (11:55 am) [edit] |
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Jeanette: You have a love of travel and adventure, and you enjoy sports. You also have a very strong sense of fair play and want justice. You can be quite inventive and quite curious. You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood. Your privacy is important to you. You have a rich inner life. You need to learn faith in place of fear. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood.
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| Jane is a mannequin. |
| 04.13.04 (10:35 am) [edit] |
Well, Sat my birthday was a blast....
One of the most memorable.
I got a penis cake and a stripper mannequin that stands in my room and scares the crap outta me! But anyway, L is coming to pick me up after school today and it'll be cool because hes cool. Lol. Well I gottta go though. I love you niggers! Thanks for the presents and the great wild night!
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| About L. |
| 04.10.04 (9:47 am) [edit] |
Im tired of waiting
Waiting a beat
Wanting another Wait
Waiting for you
Waiting is all I can do
Waiting to want you
Waiting is all I ever do
Waiting bring me closer
Waiting to you
Waiting to be with you
Waiting to hold you
Waiting to taste you
Waiting is hurting
Waiting to want you
Waiting is all I want to do...
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| Slap em' on and let me fly. |
| 04.08.04 (12:08 pm) [edit] |
Hey kids.
Well, I am writing a skit in Psychology and everyone who proof read it laughed. So thats a good thing...
L is picking me up today and hopefully we can stop by WalMart and Freds to get shirts and iron on patches for our Warped Tour shirts. but gotta go luv yall
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| I'll fly away. |
| 04.08.04 (11:34 am) [edit] |
Hey people.
Yesterday we had fun. Today I would like to go to Wal Mart and get some iron-on patches for shirts for the Warped Tour. So we can all wear the same shirts like P I M P's. Haha. And go to Freds since L hasnt been, because hes not as cool as me until he goes. rofl. Anyone wanna get something for my b-day, get me a kiss or a mannequin. It's on Monday. Haha. Big 17 like a fat nigger! I wrote my skit today and everyones whos proofread it said it was pretty funny. Some fun that was. And we prank called someone like Caitlin and it wasnt Caitlin but it was Tracy? Ask Brit. I got bed burnt and it hurt like a nigger so my buttcheeks looked like they were spanked with a cooking pan. And just so happened I saw Kim on her way out. Heh...Not going to go there. Unless I wanna go off. My research paper is due on the 20th which somewhat r0x0rz my b0x0rz. Haha..
HEY L - K THX. PWNED.
Anyway, Gotta go.
Bye fat niggers.
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| Melt your wings from your body and place them upon me. |
| 04.07.04 (10:38 am) [edit] |
Yesterday sucked big time since I had to work. It made me want to scream.
Now that I have begun to think about it, I havent been exactly HERE lately. I've been in and out a few times when a happy point comes. But when something wrong happens or someone pisses me off, I'm just not here, I just let my body do the talking. I dont know. I feel so distant and away. So I wrote a poem about it which I will post later when I feel like a fat nigger...
But Anyway, Leighton is picking me up from school (supposedly) and hanging out with me...since I am a no life loser. Ahaha. I dont like it for him to waste his gas but I guess if he wants to on a loser like me, whateva.
This blows. So does your mom. hahaa.
We have to do a play in Psychology which is exciting for me because everyone says ours will be the funniest since I am in it. Because I will call Clintric and Brandon gay and make them into total losers! Naw, I'll probably make the scripts since they told me to and I'll make thier chars psycho. But yeah.
I gotta go kiddies! Luv ya!
Ps. Ari, We're goin to see SOTY too!
Dance to: Neptunes - "Rock Star" :twisted:
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| Story Of The Year- Anthem of our Dying Day |
| 04.05.04 (10:42 am) [edit] |
"Anthem Of Our Dying Day"
The stars will cry
The blackest tears tonight
And this is the moment that I live for
I can smell the ocean air
And here I am
Pouring my heart onto these rooftops
Just a ghost to the world
That's exactly
Exactly what I need
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
As you gasp for air tonight
I'd scream this song right in your face
If you were here
I swear I won't miss a beat
Cause I never
Never have before
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
Of our dying day
Of our dying day
Of our dying!!!
For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
And you gasp for air tonight!!
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
Our dying day
Of our dying!!!
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| Eat your freakin' wings and die you spawn of satan! |
| 04.05.04 (10:30 am) [edit] |
haha. I love my subject title. It is uttermost favourite. Yes, I spelled it correctly if I lived in Britain, which I will one day.
Yesterday was great fun. L and Andy and me went to the lake and went swimming in The Ice Age after we finished watching Ice Age and some slut 14 yr olds screamed at me only because they want to suck Andys and L's dicks. No wonder they were yelling.
And then we went home, ate like hungry hungry hippos, got dressed, and went to Best Buy only to have it closed early on Sunday. Just like everything else...So we went to Wal Mart and crashed it like a bunch of niggers. And we also checked out the anorexia Elle magazines. And I wished I had skinny thighs like them. Which makes me want to slit thier throats and eat thier windpipe out. Freakin freaks.
L, I enjoyed your song ()'s on your own words. I felt so much for you yesterday and realized how much I have always wanted someone like you..And its so hard. I like you because you're wild and crazy and you make life fun and hilarious. But you also know how to be serious and mellow out. The only thing I can say that I definetely dont like is the cussing and God's name in vain and the you not believing into so much what I believe. I mean..I dont know. I'm gay.
Kim is stupid for passing you up. Like major. What a loser. Besides, she needs to stop getting her friends to talk so much crap when she cant do it herself. And if she sees this post and cries about it...I could give a crap less. Because I have more than just a life without her starting stuff in it and SECONDLY..I dont need her crap in my life. And Blake can lick my butt too. Especially since I am friends with her ex. I am not that lame and talk crap about all my ex's friends after we broke up and I've had like 14 boyfriends in my life...so please, [i]Kim[/i]..[u][b]stop talking crap[/b][/u].
Anyway...Today L and Andy are going to get sized for tux's. So yeah..I'll probably sit there and laugh as the men fondle thier nutsacks and suck thier dicks...muahahahahahaha
We NEEEEED to make those Hitler shirts before Warped Tour before I tear L's lungs out and make balloons out of them.
I've been itching everywhere today I think there are leeches(?) on me. Ahahaha. Well kiddos...I guess I'll have a great chat with you later. See ya!
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| Your wings dissapear. |
| 04.03.04 (11:19 am) [edit] |
hey kids.
Last night was the best fun I've had in a long time. L and Andy went with me as we made everybody pissed at the mall as we talked like speds and said " Hello!" in a sped voice. It was hilarious. So L called a black woman a slave nigger and she tried closing the doors on us. Dumb niggers. Then we went to Blockbuster to get Ice Age but they wouldnt let L rent it. So we went to Smoothie King and it smelled like bile in there, so I had to go outside while they got thier crap. Then we went to Dairy queen so I get a Blizzard with strawberry ice cream with M&Ms. YUM. Then we went to 49 n More and they didnt have Ice Age so we went home and watched SWAT... ( Man. Colin is sexy. I'd love to lick his abs.) And I fell asleep during the middle. Andy supposedly fell asleep after me, according to L. And So Andy carried me to bed... which I dont remember.
But last night was awesome.
Today I go to work at 2...which blows a nut sack..and I want to scream. :evil:
I think L brings out the fun in me, which I dont do when I'm with Andy. And he makes me laugh when I dont feel like dealing with anybodys crap. Especially everyones.
Blandy told me about these two chicks getting in a bad drunk driving accident last night and it was so bad that nobody could know who it was until you could recognize them...Dumb idiots. Trying to be cool at a party and then getting drunk...and then dying. Idiots. At least the death would be quick. Thats what I'll do when I get like..55. I'll fall asleep and crash into a tree so I dont have to be old. Ahaha/
Maybe Caitlin will hang out with us tomm. But I have type James' paper first before he makes a 0 on Mon. Haha. I should let him have a zero since he is such a dick head anyway. rofl.
well, i gotta go lads. ttyl!
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| Recent Poll: |
| 04.02.04 (12:01 pm) [edit] |
Anyone like black licorice, candy corn, and cotton candy all year?
Just asking! Comment with your answers!
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| Eat your wings as you fall. |
| 04.02.04 (11:55 am) [edit] |
Well...Today is Friday.
I dont have to work. Praise God...Maybe we will have a party or something and get high, wasted, stoned, have sex, and whatever the "cool" kids do. Rofl. Yeah right! Naw, we'll prolly make Jackass remakes and crash the mall like Avril Lavigne. Hahaha.
Maybe L will come. Maybe not.
MOST men are stupid...gawd. I cannot fathom to even explain to tell you how angry every guy I know makes me. So if you arent talking to me because of my "sexist" remarks on here...well. It wasnt towards you.
Andrew didnt go to school today because his clothes werent clean for work. Which is a dumb reason NOT to go to school. So whatever. I'll have fun with Blandy, he's funner than Andy anyway.
Today we sat at the official "emo" table today...since they took our table. So I got to listen to them whine about thier crappy lives.
Cujo died...And Hitler and Star. -cries.-
I CANNOT WAIT TO GET OUT FOR THIS WEEKEND.
My b-day is in 11 days! Yeah! -Says "Yeah" like Usher.-
i think i am going to make a shirt that says " Hitler pwns." aahahahaha. Wonder if everyone would say something. bwhahaha. Anyway, i gotta go like a fat nigger. ttyl kiddies and laddies.
Fat Nigger Joke Of The Day To Leighton:
One day a fat nigger walks into a bar and starts picking his belly button lint and eats it, everyone looks at him and laughs and says " HEY! YOURE A FAT NIGGER!!!"
Ps. Thanks L for talkin to meh last night!
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| Blood Stains Are Cute. |
| 04.01.04 (10:42 am) [edit] |
I did never really understand men. I don't think I ever will. The only ones I can like and get along with are highly complicated and I cant deal with it much longer. I think I need to be a lesbian...omfg...seriously.
Leighton sends me a text message last night and then doesnt write me back nor does he care to recieve my calls. Thats great. Thanks to all you stupid men. I hope you all be placed underground and only used for breeding purposes. Without men, women would be the majority of everything and not be judged by our sex nor have to deal with mens crap. Praise God.
I mean...things were getting so much better. The last past week I would just lay there and cry until I couldnt breathe. But now Its back to get me after I stop once things become better. Everyone hates me again. Thanks kiddies and lads. I cant do anything right ever.
" Comtemplating suicide is great." - Unknown
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| Open your wings. |
| 03.31.04 (12:08 pm) [edit] |
Today I became overly bored with myself and my eyes are burning from thier sockets because my eyes hurt from playing too much on the computer. Maybe its the stupid freakin contacts.
Well, I asked L if he would like to come over today. Dont know if he will. Andrew knows that L likes me now..but I guess he already became a jedi knight and found out. Haha. Well..who cares.
The poems are..there are too many! Ahh! But yeah, Kim is lying to Blake so Blake tells me crap that makes me want to rip his windpipe out.
Today I wrote a poem for Brandon about me looking at his and Matt Kirkleys groins. It made me laugh...the funniest thing though was my punt line which was : " This poem is funny like crap is runny."
I'm a nerd. But a cheezy corny nerd.
Blandy wasnt here today. Its okay Jen got in trouble for the pokey pokey her and Caleb have been running around doing. I would be more than obliged to see the look on his face! Ahahaha!
Bridget is a little slut telling Brittney what I said..tell you kids later.
But here I am in BCIS. Working on Powerpoint, which is really stupid. And I'm tired from coming in 30 mins early last night because Andy the idiot cannot read my schedule right. And I forgot my purse up there. And we had to go by some Mexican Wetbacks house b/c her comp. was broke. Waa waa. Go cross the border again! And then I got home late and got griped out. So whatever. Suck my wang.
Well, I have to go ladies!
Love ya! -J Nette
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| Fix your broken wings. |
| 03.30.04 (12:06 pm) [edit] |
I feel like I'm in a sympathetic mood to where I want to go run and pick flowers in the woods and sing as loud as I can. I don't know why I feel so happy and energized besides all the Sweet N Low packages I just got through sucking out. Or maybe Maroon 5's lyrics hit me kinda rough. Or maybe reading L's poetry. That's probably it...
Poetry always makes me want to sing and dance especially when people write about thier feelings towards me. Because noone has ever done that before...and yet, I feel so loved.
I need some new cds. Especially Hot Action Cops new one...oh. How I love music. If you dont love music as much as I do, I hope you die in a car accident and get burned alive...
:twisted:
So anyway, I'm tired and have to go to work today...which I regret..except I need the dinero for Warped Tour. That would rock if I could get paid better than this minimum wage crap. I should be a hooker. Then I could get paid good. But only I can pick the guys... But I dont think Andrew would like that too much. But who cares? It's my life and I run it. You just watch like an outsider! So shut the f*** up!
Oh! I got another fat nigger joke but I'll have to tell tommorow!
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| Here, hear: |
| 03.25.04 (11:57 am) [edit] |
For all those morons that are writing in with the dumb comments about Iraq and stuff, please get a life. I really don't care to see your dumb sand nigger pictures.
AND IF I SEE IT AGAIN, I WILL SUCK THE PUPILS FROM YOUR EYES WITH A STRAW, MAKE YOU EAT YOUR OWN TEETH, AND SEND YOU BACK TO AFRICA YOU DUMB NIGGERS.
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| Fat Nigger Jokes NEVER Get Old. |
| 03.25.04 (11:54 am) [edit] |
Thanks L, for the "fat nigger" jokes. They make me laugh even though they don't make any sense whatsoever and I can sit here laughing until I have a heart attack at your jokes. Especially that one night I was upset and you told me that first fat nigger joke.
So, in gracious return, I, Jeanette decided to make a joke that makes no sense whatsoever to you. Here it is:
One day a fat nigger walked up to a fat cracker and said, " Man you are white!" and so the white kid said, " Man youre a dumb nigger!". So the fat nigger went back to Africa and was another like Malcolm X, head of the Black Panthers, and led the niggers back to Africa to be slaves like they used to be.
Oh, If I offended anyone as well...screw you and your fat nigger self too. Because I'm going to Poetry Night tonight. And a fat nigger is who I'll fight!
Yeah! Eat that you fat nigger!
L, I luv j00 and your fat nigger jokes. You r0x0rz meh b0x0rz!
-<3- > Nette
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| Thumpin' Thursday |
| 03.25.04 (10:11 am) [edit] |
Hey guys.
Last night I had a scary dream after Andrew called me at 4:30 this morning and realized it wasnt 6:30. Dur..anyway. I had this dream that these kids put a explosive chemical thing behind my neighbors front door and it exploded and the neighbors were in thier beds saying help me but they were shaped like...brains, wormy stringy looking and they were green but slop. it was sick. If I could show you, you would freak out.
Maybe it was because I watched Cabin Fever last night and was a bit grossed out by the gore and flesh. That was one of the most stupidest horror movies I have ever seen in my life. rofl. It was as stupid as Rosie ODonnell.
Anyway, I guess I'll let you kids go.
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| Hey Hey Hey |
| 03.24.04 (10:23 am) [edit] |
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Is anyone as tired and weak as I am today? I feel so molested. You know how you get those weak watery eyes after you've cried your eyes out? Doesnt it feel beautiful? I dont know. I'm stupid.
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| " Honestly" -Zion |
| 03.24.04 (9:49 am) [edit] |
Last night was bad and I needed someone to talk to or make me laugh, so I called Leighton. Life is hard as it is and nothing can make it better than his "fat nigger" jokes. But yeah. :) I dont have a car, havent taken drivers ed, no job after me quitting, jealousy and paranoia. So it's tough and hard to handle. But thanks, Leighton.
Today Andrew has to work so I think I'll just stay home and watch sad romantic movies all day like an emo or probably just sit home like a loser. Ttyl.
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| Trippin' Tuesday! |
| 03.23.04 (10:08 am) [edit] |
Today I read about Schitzophrenia in the library and it made me laugh about the things people think. But actually, I know how it feels sometimes to be THAT paranoid. One reason why I dont take a shower at my Dad's house or get naked in my room at his house because I feel like he has cameras hidden in the walls. And he's watching me. I swear I know he is sometimes. So I am scared to go to his house.
One night when I was outside on his porch with Andrew, talking, my dad was peeping at us through his room mini blinds and then moved to his front door mini blinds to stare at us although we were both able to see his psychotic peeping eyes. I swear he scares me and sometimes I want to shake his head hard and ask him what is wrong with him. I know he has bipolar tactics but I don't know what else is wrong with him. He's a freak. So anyway.
Last night we went to Kens Pizza to eat not to mention the Logan Green incident. Ask later. And we all got sick. Then we went to Dairy Queen and ate a load of ice cream. James threw up ice cream chunks in the parking lot which reminded me alot of cottage cheese. Don't ask. But he throws up all of the time. That one time he threw up at Golden Corral Hi-C Fruit Punch was sickening.
Anyway, I am finding out alot about my research for my research paper.
Ps. Did I mention I am putting in my 2 weeks notice today since I have not gotten a raise since August? I'm free!!
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| We went to Arenalan last night. |
| 03.22.04 (12:09 pm) [edit] |
Last night was a bit hectic, I will admit to Leighton after I "accidently" locked Andrews keys in his truck. But he didnt have to be a complete jerk about the whole thing when I didnt mean to do it.
Leighton and I walked to the gas station to get me some medicine for the guarana and the computers glare on my aching eyes. But anyway, I had fun with him as I scratched up someones car in the p-lot and watched him throw a giant brick into the water fountain. Lmao.
I still have like...7:15 hrs left up there to play before Thursday...Which is crap. But oh well.
Arbys Arbys! Some idiot old woman needs to go back to school. These adults run around saying that our generation is going to destroy itself when we have a bunch of idiots who dont know how to subtract 25 from 24. Pretty pathetic when even I'm not good at math and then some nasty old hag cannot subtract. Then the other lady at the counter is all like, " Dur! I was exempt from all my math!". Wtfe. She wishes. She probably don't even know what 2+2 is, obviously 4.
Leighton is right about Andrew and I always fighting. As a matter of fact, he leaned me backwards last night that it almost broke my back and my reflex was to punch him in the face. Of course, I wasnt even thinking at the time, just fighting back. But he had kept hurting me that night, since I am so fragile, being so small, and so he got pissed and left. It's not that I don't blame him, but if he hadn't hurt my back so hard, I wouldnt have punched him. I think he's still angry with me though.
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| Analyzed. |
| 03.22.04 (10:07 am) [edit] |
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I swear most of this class, Psychology, need to go to a psychologist. Someone analyzed me yesterday and said I was afraid of sex and relationships. She was right..I am afraid of commitment to one person and afraid of giving my virginity away. It's a big deal to me. That's why I want my honeymoon surroundings to be away from this craphole and very beautiful. Like a castle in Russia with a giant rock fireplace, a big bear rug on the floor, a giant warm bed, and snow outside. Doesnt that sound so romantic? I know. But anyway, I just felt obliged to be analyzed.
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